Procrastination, Manifesting & Soulmates

3/11/08

Procrastination. I am one for a great deal of procrastination. I will put of, put off and put off until I forget about whatever I am supposed to be doing. Or I do it quickly and poorly. Or just continue to think about it on occasion. Or as a last resort do it, realizing it was not a difficult task at all. The hesitation was in making a firm decision to do something, and then do it.

I have hesitated to finish a manifestation project, call about money that is due me and take concrete steps toward current manifestations. I have begun working on these manifestations now. They are enjoyable and give me more definition about what I actually want. The present projects are for the house and surrounding property to become an Ashram. The second project is listing the qualities of my divine soul mate.

It is rewarding to begin to sink my teeth into these two projects. I believe in them, and I believe that I can have them both. The secret to manifestations is deciding what you want. The more details you have in your mind, the more likely the manifestation will come to fruition.

I took time to think about the projects, gathered pictures for one of them. I researched the other on the internet -- looking for what others thought of qualities they wanted in a soul mate (didn't find much and didn't spend too much time looking).  I really only wanted a general idea.

It is so easy in a project like the perfect divine mate to look at your life and your loves, your husbands possibly, and see all the things you don't want. This has to be put in a positive vein. Can't risk the possibility of getting something you don't want - again.

With the divine soulmate project, you are made to realize that the things you are wanting have to be qualities you possess yourself. One of the consistent mistakes we make is seeking a mate to make up for what we are lacking in ourselves. In other words, to find someone who will love you unconditionally, you have to be able to love unconditionally yourself. You must really possess the quality because of the law of attraction.

The question I had about my current relationship as it pertains to the law of attraction was how could I have possibly chosen someone who is the direct opposite of what I wanted.

I learned that I chose someone for alll the wrong reasons. I chose someone to fulfill what I was lacking- to fill in the gaps, and it never works.

As we see and realize our own perfection, our own Christ see, we cannot help but see it in all other things. In looking for a mate -- a divine mate has been impulsed for you.  Look to yourself first. There are no voids in you that can be filled by anyone else. See this. Know this. You are perfection, and you will see perfection in others.

Bring yourself to your highest levels as you seek your divine mate. It is then and only then that this divine person  -- the person that you really and truly desire in your life will appear. Like attracts like. There is no exception. Love is the greatest caregiver. Accept no less.

There are some, in fact many, many people, who choose a mate based on something that is lacking in them, some perceived need. They inevitably attract someone in their lives with the same quest -- someone looking for someone to fill a need in their lives. Relationships that start in this way are not divine. They lack a divine understanding of the laws of attraction.

Pay attention to how you feel. Our feelings, our vibrations are the greatest indicators of what we should do, of how we should proceed at all times. Be in complete touch with your feelings -- listen carefully to them.

AFFIRMATION:

I will find my perfect love.

I intend to have more love and give more love.